Friday, October 15, 2010

WARNING! Stressful Season!!

"I'm not afraid, to take a stand,
Everybody, come take my hand,
Lets' walk this world together,
Through the storms,
whatever weather, cold or warm.
Keep it going, you're not alone.
Holla if you felt you've been in the same road."


What's up, people?
How is your life?
Mine is still going on, of course,
But tell you the truth:
Mine is only a beginning of nightmare.

My life is going on,
The clock never stop ticking,
Precious time just keep on flowing.
My biggest challenge is just weeks ahead.
The worst thing is:
I AM NOT READY.

There's just so much to remember.
Perhaps not as stressful as the Form Six-ers,
But yeah...
STRESSFUL.
Things just NOT getting any better.
But it is not getting worse...
It's just, I don't know...
NOWHERE.

Friends told me I am losing weight.
For my mom, that's a good news.
As that's what she wants me to do.
For myself, it is a warning.
A warning of stress that I am facing.
I was not aware and not realizing it,
Until I thought:
Gosh...I am stressing.

Only less than ONE month away now,
From SPM, the key for my future.
I had missed my chance in the trials,
If I missed this chance again,
I am finished.
There is so much too do,
Time is rushing by,
Awaits no one.

"And I just can't living this way,
So starting today,
I am breaking out of this cage and
I am not breaking up,
I'm gonna face my demons."

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